the mind is a dangerous place

today was a good awakening. I mean, fuck, I know I'm ugly - but when people don't have the decency to .. I don't even know. I get pissed when people lie to me and tell me I'm pretty, because I'm not. but I get pissed when people call me ugly. because, dude, I know that my face isn't the easiest thing to look at, and that my body isn't up to par, you don't have to tell me. you're wasting your breath. and then my emotions flare. like, damn, don't come up to my face and tell me my tits are small and my face is jank. everyone who has ever met me knows that. everyone. so you don't have to say anything, asshole. all I want to do is break off your nasty-ass jaw and shove it up your prestigious asshole. ... you know, I just need to find a really ugly man, who thinks I am a goddess and treats me like one. be prepared, creepy ugly guys, cause I'm coming for ya.